Druggedmilitair

wdjfrih. basically my mind. i can't focus on anything right now, and like any other time that i'm sick.. even though i don't quite get to that point, i am literally almost pissing my pants every. time. i. sneeze. i cant sleep because my face feels like shit and my body is just slowly dying. im just. eugh. i don't want to do anything any more.

I give up on life. I'm so pissed, and tired, and bitchy and I feel like i'm dying. I don't know why the fuck I feel this way but I do and I don't know what the hell im doing with my life anymore. Just... jesus. I've not eaten for a few days because of how god damn depressed I am and i've had people come over and try to get me to eat but I just feel dead inside. The reason is personal but otherwise, i've been breaking down and having constant anxiety attacks out of no where from paranoia and insomnia and every other stupid thing happening in life. just. fuck. i dont know... someone make me a cookie.

so tired. im literally sleep deprived bc of talking to people on skype and dealing with things over the phone but HEY GUESS WHAT IM FRIGGIN DEALING WITH IT. btw there's going to be alot of pixel art